WTF do i do?????

[Kodiak450r]

just when things are going good they always seem to go right down the shitter. thursday night at 11 pm i lost the best person in the world to me. my Father. His name was Dave or dad to me. he died from diabetic shock due to his sugar level being either way to low or way to high. i'm only 20 yrs old and he was 54. now i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. my mom and uncle are the only 2 close relatives that live in NJ where i'm from. i have no one out in MI except my GF. i don't wanna move back to jersey because i went through alot to move out here in the first place. i'm very happy living here for many reasons, but at the same time i have no clue how i'm gonna live out here by myself with a 10/hr job, medical benefits that are up in december, and a house that i can't afford to rent along with all the other expensises like car insurance and basic bills. my father had a good amount of life insurance but idk how long that will last after funeral costs.

moral of the story. be grateful for who you have around now because just when you think everythings good they could vanish from your life in an instant. tell your family and friends you love them every chance you get because you don't know when it will be the last time.

[Squirell]

sorry about your loss

[liftedboomns10]

  sorry to here that 

[KORNBREAD]

holy crap man im so sorry to hear about your dad. i wish i had an extra room at my house or i would let ya stay with us. if theres anything ya need let me know man.

[Kodiak450r]

thank you everyone for your support. i really appreciate it!!

[Uncle Steve]

sorry to hear about your dad.

hang in there BRO life goes on even if we don't want it too

[BIG DOG]

sorry man thats rough

[madkmart]

sorry to hear bout ur dad keep your chin up it will get better

[Kicker42]

That is to bad. I'm so sorry. He was very young. 

I hope that you are keeping a good eye on your own blood sugar. I wish I could tell you what to do cuz I can tell that is what your looking for.

But I can tell you this, whether you believe in god or not, thing in life happen for a reason.  I don't know if that is how it works, or just how we look at it later.
The really important thing is what we do with what happens.  Just do what you feel you have to do.  Lean on your girl friend .  If you want to stay here you will find a way.

Doors open and close all the time , its in thees times thats we see them more clearly. good luck and sorry for your loss Your not alone.

[PathWayMan]

 

[redchevy11]

[Wizzard]

sorry for your loss.

[Disturbed Sledneck]

Damn, your dad was too young too die.  So sorry to hear about your loss.

[Hammerlane]

That is to bad. I'm so sorry. He was very young. 

I hope that you are keeping a good eye on your own blood sugar. I wish I could tell you what to do cuz I can tell that is what your looking for.

But I can tell you this, whether you believe in god or not, thing in life happen for a reason.  I don't know if that is how it works, or just how we look at it later.
The really important thing is what we do with what happens.  Just do what you feel you have to do.  Lean on your girl friend .  If you want to stay here you will find a way.

Doors open and close all the time , its in thees times thats we see them more clearly. good luck and sorry for your loss Your not alone.

x2

[RIP_K52007]

That is to bad. I'm so sorry. He was very young. 

I hope that you are keeping a good eye on your own blood sugar. I wish I could tell you what to do cuz I can tell that is what your looking for.

But I can tell you this, whether you believe in god or not, thing in life happen for a reason.  I don't know if that is how it works, or just how we look at it later.
The really important thing is what we do with what happens.  Just do what you feel you have to do.  Lean on your girl friend .  If you want to stay here you will find a way.

Doors open and close all the time , its in thees times thats we see them more clearly. good luck and sorry for your loss Your not alone.

[Bigdaddy]

sorry to hear

sorry to hear about your dad.

hang in there BRO life goes on even if we don't want it too

[Orangecrush]

[Boggerram87]

Sorry to hear that man, just keep on keepin on

[Kodiak450r]

on to the next problem i have. how i'm going to live here, and how to get a decent job. my dad left me around 100,000 life insurance. but GM won't give his pension because he didn't have 3 more months and i'm not listed as a beneficiary. so basically my monthly income still stands at 1200/month from my 10/hr job. not enough for a apartment or house. i'd really like to stay here in MI because i love it here for many reasons. but if it comes down to it i can move back to jersey. however that still doesn't solve my problem...my moms moving soon as she sells her house so i'll be stuck there too...any recommendations for help finding cheap housing preferably 1-2 bedroom houses for rent and or apartments with a garage.i also need some ideas on where i could apply for a job. i have one now but it's not enough.

[84Chevy]

have your girl get a job and move in together?? thats bull about you not getting the pension